Is it all about perceptions?

It was a beautiful evening in the city of York in England. Sitting right beside the river Ouse,  while having few fags   along with freshly brewed local beers , Sam said, “ Tarun , Its all about perceptions !” .. ..... no wait , he didn't say Tarun ( as usual  you rarely hear your name while talking to him). He just said  “its all about perceptions! “.  Yeah!!! You can expect a sudden dose of knowledge from him suddenly out of nowhere, hahaaha.

My mouth was filled with beer, I gulped it down  suddenly and howl , what the f*** is this Sam,  you should warn before showering knowledgeable  quotes  , what if  I would have fallen into the river out of  fear , I didnt expect it at that moment when my tongue was  trying hard  to find out all the flavours  of the beers which were mentioned on the menu we ordered it from......and my  mind was working hard to find out which is more cool?, The riverside breeze ; The beer  or Our company? {Hasn’t that been all about the companionship! Day in and day out... things keep happening and you don’t notice it.. and as things happen, just out of nowhere... it’s the unpredictability of life that makes it intriguing}

Then the humiliating session starts, Sam keeps on crushing my view that “ I don’t care what people think about me, I ll do whatever I want , in whatever way I want it to be”.  The lecture goes like this------- > U r right, do whatever u want , but people don’t look what  you are in real, its only the image you portray to them , which they believe on. If you don’t look serious, if you don’t mean business , u will not be taken seriously. ( hmm that was really heavy  discussion hehe). But all this while my brain was behaving like a nuclear reactor , where protons and neutrons of thoughts keep going on colliding with each other. Thoughts like  “ is it like that ?; or its not like that ; was I right  all these years just being myself?; should I  start  meaning just business; and blab la blab la bla” But finally horses of my mind reached  a  conclusion, which even though I wanted to express  but  didn’t and just kept it to myself. It was

Of two Brothers  one is always the watcher, one the dancer. Bhai let me be the dancer because its my age to be and you be the watcher , and  after few years I am gonna be a watcher and someone else gonna be the dancer. And as far as meaning business is concerned , I will........................................ Right  now to hell with perceptions  but I will think about it....